Trust. What's trust? Lies. What's lies?
You tell me. When would you stop.

School suckssssss. Life sucks. Like always. Sigh. Where's the trust towards your own daughter? I shall try not coming home a day. I'll let you guys know how much you guys are controlling me. When i needed you the most, where the fuck are you? Fuck my life, seriously.

I found out something. It disappoint me. I couldnt do anything. I felt so lost, completely. I tried to control my tears. But i couldnt. Imagine, how sad. Crying is all what i can do now. I wish i can share all my burdens with someone. But where were you?

Feeling so unwell ever since morning. stomach ache so much in school, headache, feel like having fever etc. Now everything makes me feel even worse. Perhaps i shouldnt even care. Isnt it ?

Pretending is the biggest thing that hurts me. deep inside my heart. Lying is what i always gain back. Tell me, which part of me deserve to be like this? Why can't you be more matured? You told me you'd change. I thought you'd change. But guess i've think too much. Maybe at times.

when would you change? guess now i can only blame myself for loving you too much.