I guess everything is turning upside down. Not like how we used to be last month anymore. I wish all these can be back like how we used to be. Rewind, please. But i guess its all too late. Just a lil too late. And that lead us to drift so much. Did you realise?

I wna express my feelings to you. But i'm scared to. You don't know the fear i'm facing right now. The way you talk to me is totally diff from last time. Yes, everything is changing. There i'm trying to keep the conversation alive, you'll be the one ending the conversation. I understand the stress you're facing. But who's gonna be there to understand me? I've to cry myself to sleep wishing everything would be fine. Telling myself that this will be over soon. But i failed to.

I forced myself to smile whenever i am w my friends. I couldnt control but to keep my head look down and drop tears secretly. All i think about, is you. I've never cry so much for a guy even during school/once i reached home i straight break down. -_- Just wishing that you'll send me a text saying things that i would like to hear, like before. As time goes by, you know how much feelings i have for you. If i don't bother, i wouldn't cry so much. I want somebody to care about me and ask about what happen and all again. And now i'm all alone, depending on myself.

Still remembering the promises that we made. Everything just can't stop running thru my mind. I wna express my feelings, but i don't have the courage to. That's why i expressed it here. yes here. Tears just can't stop rolling down while typing. This suck so much. I need you, yes you. You don't know the weakest part of me. This post is specially for you, i doubt you'll get to see it either. :)

I feel like telling you this. That i miss you. And i love you. >:(

"I text you because i miss you, if i never text you, i'm waiting for you to miss me"

Walking home all alone w so many construction workers all around the places is full of fear . I told my mum that i sprained my ankle. Her response: "Your problem." Fml .